I don’t feel like I’ve reached my full capacity of Christmas
spirit yet. I need more time.
Eh. I want more
time. I don’t want the pre-Christmas celebration to be wrapping up! More
lights. More carols. More time to decorate cookies with my favorite little
humans.
My brain knows that the big day is here. I’ve been reminded of that every day this
past month by my 4 year old as he eagerly pulls the next Disney character off
of our Christmas countdown. “Mom! Today is Minnie but then tomorrow is Pluto
and then the day after that is MICKEY. And then? Mom! And then, its
Christmmmmmaaaaaasssss!”
I adore his eyes that are lit up with everything wonderful
and magical about this holiday season. He’s entranced by it. He loves setting
up the nativity scene. Baby Jesus is always the first to be placed in the
manger. He gets it. And he loves it.
I’m trying to do my best and keep my feet under me as time
ticks away but it’s hard not to feel like I’ve been robbed. As the husband and
I exchange glances from opposite couches surrounded by Kleenex, charted
medicine doses and daily trips to Walgreens in an attempt to find a miracle
drug to zap this never-ending cold away, I am reminded of how quickly days do
really pass by; And how quickly my little guys are turning into big guys. In
the midst of my whining I’ve been able to listen to them wrestle, laugh and
truly play together. I’ve been forced to slow down. And I've loved every minute of it. Those sounds make this season so much more special when I think that baby
Jesus was sent for me and now more importantly then ever… for them. And it’s
for that reason, I don’t want this feeling
of Christmas to leave just because “Christmas” is over.
My new year’s resolution? To experience the joy that the
season of Christmas brings regardless of what month it is. To hear and see
those little humans experience what love is.
Merry Christmas from my world to yours. May you experience
His love in a new way that takes your breath away.
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